Dad/Grandad,
Being a dad in the same year of losing you dad hits so differently. The mixed emotions of not having you there to guide me and knowing my child will never get to meet you, learn from you or hear your voice.
We were trying so hard to give you a grandchild, and only days after we said our final goodbyes, we found out it was going to happen.
I wish I did more to save you from the monsters in your head. It doesn't get easier losing you the way we did, and it never will be, but I will never be angry at you. You were strong for so long, Dad, and that strength will continue in your granddaughter and me. I promise ill tell her all about you and teach her the things you taught me and take her to the places you took me.
I miss you every second of the day, and I will till we meet one day again.
Even though you're not here, you'll still be the best grandad and live forever in our hearts.
Love you, Dad, and so does Maggie